WOW, I resisted posting this! 98% of me said not to post it. I don't like how I look, I don't like bringing up old and painful memories, and I don't like that I can't report "Progress". The 2% in me said "Maybe others have these same issues", so I am posting it. Being authentic,and open does lead to freedom. I know that to the core of me. So, here it is! If you are struggling, please know you don't have to walk the road alone. There is another way.